Hi readers!
Apologies that it has been a while - I had just finished filing a case that involved me billing around a hundred hours in a week. It's a game-changing moment, an achievement-unlocked moment, where you know you've crossed a threshold of some sorts. After all, who can genuinely say that they have spent a hundred hours working out of the 168 or so hours available in a week?! I can! Since the day after my previous post, I had been coming back to the office (yes, including the weekends), and I am genuinely amazed by how much work I can take, but also by how my fellow bankers can survive these hours constantly, cranking out work endlessly like a champ.
I honestly thought that it would take quite some time before I fully recover, but I'm (positively) surprised that I was wrong. Even though toward the few nights before filing I was negative and tired, to say the least, a Neale Donald Walsch class, plus a quick 30 min run, and a Jeffery Allen class, were enough to make me happy and healthy again - raring to go. It's also funny how when I just set my intent to focus on completely filing and finishing my project, distractions just eluded me - I would go through days without any texts or invites or people checking in. But when I could see the light at the end of the tunnel, that blockage dissolved, and (seemingly serendipitous) invitations for lunch, dinner, drinks, parties, and catch-ups, just seemingly started pouring in.
I guess another spiritual update I have is that I am trying my best to play around with my aura and chakras - to play around with allowing and letting go of the pictures I hold of myself and of life and of the world, replacing them with clean and pure energy instead and letting everything be neutral and yummy. I achieve this by remembering my boundaries and setting my auras and chakras at permission level, by practicing breathing (with this new device called lief that keeps track of my heart variability rate!) and adjusting my chakras to resonate with a great message while keeping it to myself :) it has been looking very promising so far, I'm just able to stay cool and accepting of myself, which rocks!
Anyways, got to go to bed soon, maybe a longer post next time?
Oh also, I'm doing this thing called I am that. Basically, when you walk down a street and whatever you see in your eyes, tell yourself, 'I am that', 'I am that', 'I am that'.
Because we are all that :)
And a quote that is stuck with me - (Jon Butcher, Lifebook) life is a healthy combination of intention and allowing. Set your intent, work through your intent, follow through with your intent, but let and allow all the good things to come to you :)
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