Hello folks- I am writing this as I am enjoying myself in the Ritz Carlton of Half Moon Bay, courtesy of Cornerstone Research. No, we do not travel at all, but after hitting two and a half years at this company, we are rewarded with a retreat trip that connects the Senior Analysts and Research Associates of Cornerstone Research from the seven offices throughout the US (+1 London). This is very nice as I finally meet the other SAs/RAs who I have worked with remotely, really nice to finally put a face to their names. Kevin and I also ran at the back roads of the hotel, and it really reminded us of Amherst (except for the beach).
I am grateful that the long, winding road of my life took me to this path, to where I am right now. And haha, the future still looks as uncertain and as hard as I was when I was applying for college, or applying for my first-ever internship, or my first-ever full-time job, but I do get a bit wiser. As I am in the process of figuring exactly what my next steps are, I couldn't help but be excited about what's ahead, but at the same time very nervous and uncertain as well. I would like to practice this deep abiding trust, deep and strong surrender for what's to come.
Apparently the heart opens itself to things and that is how the life force flows through you, and everytime you contract, everytime you deny, everytime you pull yourself away, the life force flows less and lesser, and eventually deprives you of yourself (the true you). And therefore I shall keep my heart open, in half moon bay.
Come to me, this deep sense of calm and knowing. Because that is all I will ever have, and all I will ever be.
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