Life is amusing. Join me to laugh at it.
After what I have been through yesterday, I thought I would simply 'die' today, which was proven otherwise. I guess I still appear pretty much normal, and people won't take my words if I tell them 'I am emo.' My friends were like, 'You emo meh? You always look happy!' Well on one side, I am thankful of my facade. I used to be a crybaby a few years ago. My dad never failed to scold me whenever I cried, that's why now I turn dry. I couldn't cry when I need to cry the most. When my best friends were crying in the graduation party. When my princess shared her problems with me, and cried. The glob of water never trickled down. I find myself insincere.
Well, moving on, life is indeed funny. When you are looking for someone, you won't find them. Conversely, you will stumble upon someone who you are avoiding. Today is an epitome of the truth behind this paradoxical logic. On my way to my PE lesson, I told my good friend that I was avoiding someone, so I asked him to change the route. It so happened that my good friend, after changing the route, stumbled the very person I am avoiding. Adding emphasis, he asked me: 'hey, isn't that the girl we met previously? Why didn't you say hi to her?' I was mind-blown... hopefully she did not notice.
My apologies for sounding so somber and cynical. I fell down somewhere, and refused to be picked up, especially by the very person who pushed me down. I shall pick myself up soon, dust myself off, and find my new equilibrium. At least I am kind of sober.. So please look forward to brighter stories in the future! :)
Forever yours truly,
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