Saturday, 2 February 2013

Chasm

I have been told that when there are 9 lunatics and 1 wise man, the wise man is the lunatic and the remaining 9 are wise men, or so I've heard. It was definitely an interesting encounter, with some gods, with some people above the clouds. The younger ones, he, she, they, called themselves 'manusia setengah gila' (lit. half-crazy humans'. I get where they were coming from. In order to function properly as a human being, there are some things that we must never know, and there are some things that we must never be able to do. So, are you still as humane when these limiters are circumvented?

Their first question to me was: "Why do other people call you crazy?"

Well, I won't tell you why ;) but to be frank, there is a chasm between the two worlds. I am facing a situation  where I feel that a leap of faith is necessary, but my greedy ego wishes to retain both worlds. Having heard their stories unfolded, I felt that I wasn't "there" yet; I wasn't "crazy enough". No, being a god does not have anything to do with being crazy. I wasn't talking about being a god myself anyway.

Anyhow, I am curious - it seems that the huffs, puffs, and smokes of cigarettes have something to do with getting closer to enlightenment. Does it bring godly qualities? Do gods smoke up there in heaven? hahaha.

Yes, I am prepared to be damned a lunatic, to be praised as crazy, after you read this post :) welcome to my world. As I have heard, perhaps, our realities just differ, and of course, I am not planning to make you cross this reality rift. Let it be, let it flow. You might end up in the same place as I am too someday ;)

What I know now, what I am very certain of, is that I am no longer my old self.

-trulyIndonesia'sfinest

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